Today I hired a girl because she was a ‘big fan’ of Chewbacca.
How to: a brief management lesson from the most professional manager ever.
You know those days your bed is too comfy to leave? Well my alarm went off super early today, I grumbled as I turned it off (shrieking like a baby T-rex) and decided to check all my phone shabang. Its really nice being in Australia because I wake up to Facebook stuff, Whatsapps emails THE LOT because of the time difference, it makes me feel special.
So there I am, not really wanting to leave bed, where I check my email and open up the contract for my new job. First page, in huge centered text, is my salary. Almost choked to death/lept out of bed to the moon at the same time. Lord.
Momentary relapse of robotic emotions: I miss very few things from back home. Almost nothing. But fuck me I miss my best friend so much. It sucks so bad.
Actually fuck that shit chat - Ive raised £4.5 million for charity and that should make me god damn queen of the peasants. Fuck you all.
Having one of those “what am I doing with my life” things.
Its 6 in the morning and I’ve just finished watching a 2 hour documentary with one of my idols - touching on social commentary in lyrics, genetics and neuro activity relating to music, social perception and attitude to the world and brief flittings on climate change and the environment - and once again it’s left me sitting here wishing I could do more. I got into charity work mainly because I needed a job, but if I already wasn’t tuned into a gave a shit about charity I wouldn’t have done it - but in terms of whats actually getting changed around the world because of me - its very fucking little I imagine.
People have nothing of worth to say anymore. Conversations are substanceless and people are just so boring when it comes to chatter of anything that has any real meaning and it’s honestly so depressing. Locally now, seeing as where I am is still completely alien, there is absolutely nowhere I can go to have these types of conversations. Musically, coming from Glasgow, the UNESCO city of music, to here - has been an absolute nightmare because there isn’t so much as a whiff of a scene. I don’t have a release for things that I like talking about and stuff that I give a shit about and it’s chewing me up.
Don’t even know what Im talking about now bye.